When Chloe Beck was called for jury duty in early 2018, she initially viewed it as a potential break from work. But she did not anticipate that the case — involving a nanny charged with the stabbing deaths of two children — would have lasting effects on her mental health. As an alternate juror in the seven-week trial, Ms. Beck was required to look at crime scene photographs and hear testimony from the victims’ parents. For Ms. Beck, the experience proved difficult to process, particularly given the restrictions on discussing case details during trial. “To this day, I see those images,” Ms. Beck told The New York Times. “The little orange toothbrush hanging on the wall, covered in blood.” She described feeling isolated during the trial, unable to discuss her reactions with others due to standard juror protocols.
The psychological impact continued after the trial concluded. Ms. Beck reported avoiding activities that reminded her of the case and a psychiatrist later diagnosed her with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) in 2019. Her experience reflects a broader pattern found in research which indicates up to 50% of jurors in violent criminal cases may experience symptoms of trauma, such as sleeplessness and anxiety. Ms. Beck’s experience illustrates the mental health challenges that can arise from jury service. Death penalty trials, often the most violent of cases, often require jurors to process deeply traumatic evidence while also being asked to make critical life-or-death sentencing decisions.
Take the capital case of Tim Jones, Jr. in South Carolina, who a jury sentenced to death in 2019 for the murders of his five children. Just three months after Mr. Jones’ sentencing, nine of the 18 selected jurors and alternates agreed to speak about their experiences with a local newspaper. They reported suffering profound psychological effects from their exposure to graphic images, testimony, and argument presented at trial. Proceedings in the 21-day trial were halted “almost every day”, as jurors needed time to emotionally process the evidence. Like Ms. Beck, many of these jurors reported persistent intrusive thoughts. One alternate juror told The State she thought about the case daily, while describing crying in the bathroom during the proceedings. “Many times during the trial, I went in the jurors’ bathroom and just wailed – cried my eyes out.”
University of Nevada psychology professor Monica Miller, in talking with The New York Times, noted that jurors can develop secondary traumatic stress, also known as vicarious trauma. This condition manifests the same symptoms as PTSD: sleeplessness, anxiety, and intrusive thoughts. “You might be at home and you’re making dinner and all of a sudden, you know, you hear your own child’s voice and it brings back the memory of a child who was testifying,” Dr. Miller said. “Or you just might be driving home and thinking about the shopping list, and then all of a sudden these intrusive thoughts come in, and you can’t leave that behind.” Like most other jurors, Ms. Beck was not offered any institutional support during or immediately after her jury service. She later sought therapy on her own and tried various coping strategies, though she continues to experience distressing memories years later.
The distress that jurors experienced in Mr. Jones’ case could have been avoided. Mr. Jones had repeatedly offered to plead guilty in exchange for multiple sentences of life without parole, but local prosecutors refused to agree. Had they accepted the plea, jurors would have been spared any risk of long-term trauma from their service. Jurors who heard the capital case of Eric Hendon in Ohio in 2016 expressed similar sentiments. Months after the jury’s decision to sentence Mr. Hendon to life without parole, rather than to death, several jurors talked about how the case impacted them. One juror reported trouble sleeping for weeks after the trial, another was haunted by the images of the crimes, and another said he developed paranoia. One juror involved in Mr. Hendon’s case refused to speak to the press out of a desire not to relive the experience.
Jury trauma has begun receiving more attention from court systems across the United States. A Philadelphia jury commission has established a post-trial counseling program that is modeled after a program for emergency medical workers who have experienced trauma. Patrick Martin, who leads the program in Philadelphia, said jurors need to know they can get past their emotions and feelings regarding a case. The Philadelphia program provides resources for coping strategies and access to free counseling sessions. Alaska, Massachusetts, North Dakota, and certain counties in California and Texas have also implemented similar programs.
Liz Krieger, After a Grisly Trial, Jurors Are Left With Mental Scars and Few Resources, The New York Times, August 10, 2025.