by Ira Saletan
Friends Committee on Legislation of California
reprint­ed from the FCL Newsletter, June 2003 edition

FCL Development & Outreach Coordinator Ira Saletan recent­ly met with Greg Wilhoit, who served four years on Oklahoma’s death row. Following are excerpts from their con­ver­sa­tion, aug­ment­ed with details from writ­ings by and about Greg Wilhoit.

IS: What were the cir­cum­stances that put you on death row in Oklahoma?

GW: On May 31, 1985, my wife Kathy was found raped and mur­dered in Tulsa, Oklahoma. We had been sep­a­rat­ed for three weeks and had two young daugh­ters. No one had seen any­one enter­ing or leav­ing the apart­ment that night. No phys­i­cal evi­dence col­lect­ed at the crime scene matched me. Almost a year after Kathy’s death I was arrest­ed for her mur­der, alleged­ly based on a bite mark. I was dev­as­tat­ed. Trying to raise two infant daugh­ters on my own plus work­ing full-time as a jour­ney­man iron­work­er had kept me very busy, but not busy enough that I did­n’t have time to dwell on how hor­ri­bly wrong my life had gone.

I was charged with first degree mur­der and the pros­e­cu­tion sought the death penal­ty. Depression set in and almost con­sumed me. It was only by God’s grace that I was able to sur­vive the emo­tion­al roller coast­er that I rode for the next 18 months until my cap­i­tal murder trial.

I hired two lawyers, pay­ing them almost every­thing I had except for my home. As the tri­al date drew near, it became clear the lawyers had­n’t done their work and I fired them.
All they want­ed me to do was enter a guilty plea, despite the fact that I had plead­ed not guilty. I hired anoth­er attor­ney, who also turned out to be incom­pe­tent. I felt help­less and defeat­ed. I felt I was going to be con­vict­ed and there was noth­ing I could do about it. The experts against me were very con­vinc­ing. If I had been on the jury, I would­n’t have hes­i­tat­ed to find me guilty.

The jury was out only two hours before they returned with a guilty ver­dict. Before the pun­ish­ment phase, I was giv­en an oppor­tu­ni­ty to explain why my life should be spared. I spoke, but pre­sent­ed no oth­er wit­ness­es. As a Christian, feel­ing secure in my after­life, I indi­cat­ed I would rather die than spend the rest of my life in prison for a crime I did not com­mit.
I was sen­tenced to be exe­cut­ed by lethal injec­tion, but I was shak­en even more when the judge told me that I might be elec­tro­cut­ed, hung or shot if nec­es­sary. This would prove to be the most sober­ing moment of my life.

IS: What was sig­nif­i­cant about your experience inside?

GW: I had sup­port­ed the death penal­ty my entire life, but I had no idea what await­ed me. I entered death row at the Oklahoma State Penitentiary in July 1987. With my hands and feet shack­led, I found myself in a rotun­da of cells four sto­ries high. I was then led to cell #13, the only home I would know for the next four years. I fig­ured I was nev­er getting out.

Soon after arriv­ing on death row, things began to change for the bet­ter. Mark Barrett, the Public Defender appoint­ed to han­dle my appeal, became a trust­ed friend. His work would even­tu­al­ly result in the release from death row of both me and my friend Ron Williamson, an event which had nev­er occurred before in Oklahoma.

For the first three years I was on death row, I con­tin­ued to strong­ly sup­port the death penal­ty, as I did ear­li­er in my life. I was clear­ly in the minor­i­ty among the inmates, and we had heat­ed argu­ments about this. But I got into more trou­ble for play­ing my TV late than my views on the death penalty.

When I first met Barrett, I told him I would rather be put to death than live for years on death row, and would not pur­sue the appeal process if the first appeal failed. While experts deter­mined that the key evi­dence against me did not sup­port my guilt and light appeared in my case, anoth­er inmate faced his death. Chuck Coleman was to be the first Oklahoman exe­cut­ed in almost 30 years. His crimes were hor­ri­ble, but I con­sid­ered him a friend.

When he was killed, I was over­whelmed with grief. I had an epiphany, which led to a great change in my views on the death penal­ty. I now feel this was a reli­gious expe­ri­ence. Executing him had­n’t solved any­thing. The world was not a safer place to live. Life with­out parole would have made much more humane sense. State-sanc­tioned mur­der is simply wrong.

It is only by God’s grace that I escaped exe­cu­tion. In 1991, I was grant­ed a new tri­al. It was almost two more years before my sec­ond tri­al. The judged ren­dered a direct­ed ver­dict of inno­cence. Mr. Wilhoit, you are free to go,” said the judge. My night­mare was over, after my fam­i­ly and I had lived for almost eight years with this tragedy and its aftermath.

IS: Why do you believe the death penal­ty is wrong and should be abolished?

GW: I feel the death penal­ty is strict­ly a puni­tive mea­sure. It is not a deter­rent to crime, a view sup­port­ed by get­ting to know over 100 death row inmates. The death penal­ty is applied arbi­trar­i­ly and incon­sis­tent­ly through our crim­i­nal jus­tice sys­tem in ways that have a dis­crim­i­na­to­ry impact on the poor and minori­ties. These cas­es are com­ing to light now, in part because of the study in Illinois and Governor Ryan’s actions. If Kathy’s mur­der had been com­mit­ted just 200 yards south in anoth­er coun­ty, I was told that I prob­a­bly would have nev­er been charged in the first place because of the dif­fer­ent evi­dence stan­dards and practices there.

Ron Williamson, my friend from death row, sued and received an unprece­dent­ed wrong­ful con­vic­tion com­pen­sa­tion award from Oklahoma. The Oklahoma leg­is­la­ture has passed a statute enabling exon­er­at­ed inmates to file claims of this kind, but it has not yet been approved by the governor.

IS: What has been most dif­fi­cult and reward­ing about your expe­ri­ence since your release?

GW: I’m a bet­ter per­son for hav­ing spent time on death row. I got off drugs and got straight­ened out. I man­age to live on Social Security [dis­abil­i­ty]. Living on the periph­ery of soci­ety seems to suit me.

I have been out more than 10 years. The tough­est parts have been re-assim­i­lat­ing into soci­ety, and deal­ing with emo­tion­al and psy­cho­log­i­cal dam­age from my expe­ri­ence. I lost the oppor­tu­ni­ty to raise my two daugh­ters. I nev­er received an apol­o­gy or a dime of com­pen­sa­tion. I strug­gled for about five years, and have been in coun­sel­ing for post-trau­mat­ic stress syn­drome. A key to turn­ing things around was get­ting involved in the abo­li­tion­ist move­ment against the death penal­ty, work­ing with Death Penalty Focus and others.

I love liv­ing here in Northern California. I’ve met peo­ple full of com­pas­sion and tol­er­ance. Sharing my expe­ri­ence with oth­ers is very reward­ing. I enjoy edu­cat­ing oth­ers and grow­ing as I do this work. Every time I tell my sto­ry, it val­i­dates my expe­ri­ence. I tell what hap­pened to me, how I feel, and let peo­ple draw their own conclusions.

I was at the death penal­ty hear­ing in April where for­mer Illinois Governor Ryan tes­ti­fied, along with Nick and Amanda Wilcox of Penn Valley. I spoke on May 1 on the Capitol steps dur­ing the Moratorium Day rally.

I’ve done inter­views with TV pro­grams, includ­ing 48 Hours, 20/​20, and Good Morning America. I’ve spo­ken at schools, col­leges, con­gre­ga­tions, and at oth­er groups and events, most­ly in California. It’s taught me the impor­tance of being pre­pared and having confidence.

I believe I’m the only for­mer death row inmate doing this kind of out­reach against the death penal­ty west of the Mississippi River. I hope to have some com­pa­ny soon. I am thank­ful to my fam­i­ly and friends, both old and new, for stick­ing with and sup­port­ing me through all this, as well as the com­mu­ni­ty of Public Defenders. Ellen Eggers and Rita Barker of the California State Public Defender’s Office in Sacramento have been important allies.

Although I enjoy liv­ing in California, I am dis­turbed that we have so many peo­ple stacked up like cord­wood on our state’s death row. Now Governor Davis wants to spend many mil­lions on cre­at­ing an even big­ger death row at San Quentin, where I just vis­it­ed for the first time. I admire what Governor Ryan did in Illinois, but I’m not opti­mistic that California will do away with the death penal­ty unless pub­lic opin­ion shifts sig­nif­i­cant­ly. The politi­cians, after all, usu­al­ly fol­low rather than lead.

I would like to see the day that the death penal­ty is abol­ished. I doubt it will be in my life­time, but I want to use my life to con­tribute as I can to this cause that I believe in.